ToriCapper

Ohai! My name is Torilyn but everyone just calls me Tori. Im 17 and in grade 12. A few things you need to know about me are: I live in Canada, i love to cuddle and watch cute movies, i dance and play rugby. and i loove to colour! I have a bestfriend named Brianne and i love her to absolute death. I love cute blue or green eyed boys with blonde or brown hair. I think that is all you really need to know about me. but if you wanna know more. dont be afraid to ask me (:

January 15, 2012 8:15 am
Aweh! baby, we’re cute <3 6am and still on skype with my boy! :D

Aweh! baby, we’re cute <3

6am and still on skype with my boy! :D

January 6, 2012 3:55 pm

Lets do the fork in the garbage disposal

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ring ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding . DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE YES.

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November 27, 2011 9:50 pm

You are a CUNT!

so my mom thinks that i am a whore, i sleep around, im an alcoholic and a drug addict and that i should find a new family cause she doesnt support my kind of people…

NEWS FLASH; i dont do drugs, i rarely drink, i dont sleep around and i havent had sex since august…

SHES FUCKED!


November 25, 2011 6:17 pm

Just applied for University :D

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November 16, 2011 12:53 am
itskaylabaaaby: mentally-ill-strong-will: Hello Tumblr world. This is me Emmy. I have had a rough go at it the past few days and thought I would share it with you. I am on a journey to recovery and am finding myself getting better and better. However sometimes we all have set backs. This past weekend that is exactly what I had. Before you read further I want to put a trigger warning on this post. I got my wisdom teeth taken out on wednesday and that caused me to have a major panic attack. Worse then I have had in a long time. Then I stayed at home for five days straight because of the pain I was in. For some this sound nice and relaxing. For me it meant a lot of my strong agoraphobic thoughts came back to me. I thought I could not leave the house because it was to scary out there. It made me panic to think about the outside world.  By saturday night, the third night of being at home I was upset and not functioning well. My dad had went out with friends for the night and I felt scared. I was scared for my safety. I had not cut in over two weeks and was so proud. Then, I had a slip up. I found the razors that I still had hidden in my room and I found the pills I had an abundance of. I won’t go into details but I was close to following through with the nasty thoughts in my head. Then I looked down and saw a butterfly on my wrist. This on is my boyfriends favorite colours and I named it after him. I remembered how he would stay up late at night and talk me down from panic attacks. I remembered that sometimes he feels depressed too and that I was able to help him through it. I remembered that I meant something to another person in this world and that it was going to effect him. I remembered that i’ve come so far and that my boyfriend tells me all the time that he is proud of how strong I am.  And I am still here today to tell you this story. This butterfly stopped me from cutting deep enough to bleed out or taking enough pills to fall asleep forever. There are days you will have slip ups but it is important to understand that one your way to recovery you will have slip ups. But just because you have a bad day or maybe a bad week does not mean your having a relapse. It just means your human. You can make it through those hard times.  If you feel you can’t make it through for yourself. Make it through for that person who will be effected by your death. Your better then suicide.  I am doing well again today and went to treatment today. I’m not perfect. But I am doing well and this weekend I am climbing a mountian and throwing away my knives and glass and razors. I’m going to recover. Don’t ever feel like you are alone or that suicide is the answer. There are people that care about you. Talk to me if you ever need anything  because it gets better. Draw a butterfly on your wrist and remind yourself that you are important to someone, your important in this world. I love you so much , baby girl .   Emily, I love you &lt;3

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mentally-ill-strong-will:

Hello Tumblr world. This is me Emmy. I have had a rough go at it the past few days and thought I would share it with you. I am on a journey to recovery and am finding myself getting better and better. However sometimes we all have set backs. This past weekend that is exactly what I had. Before you read further I want to put a trigger warning on this post.

I got my wisdom teeth taken out on wednesday and that caused me to have a major panic attack. Worse then I have had in a long time. Then I stayed at home for five days straight because of the pain I was in. For some this sound nice and relaxing. For me it meant a lot of my strong agoraphobic thoughts came back to me. I thought I could not leave the house because it was to scary out there. It made me panic to think about the outside world. 

By saturday night, the third night of being at home I was upset and not functioning well. My dad had went out with friends for the night and I felt scared. I was scared for my safety. I had not cut in over two weeks and was so proud. Then, I had a slip up. I found the razors that I still had hidden in my room and I found the pills I had an abundance of. I won’t go into details but I was close to following through with the nasty thoughts in my head.

Then I looked down and saw a butterfly on my wrist. This on is my boyfriends favorite colours and I named it after him. I remembered how he would stay up late at night and talk me down from panic attacks. I remembered that sometimes he feels depressed too and that I was able to help him through it. I remembered that I meant something to another person in this world and that it was going to effect him. I remembered that i’ve come so far and that my boyfriend tells me all the time that he is proud of how strong I am. 

And I am still here today to tell you this story.

This butterfly stopped me from cutting deep enough to bleed out or taking enough pills to fall asleep forever. There are days you will have slip ups but it is important to understand that one your way to recovery you will have slip ups. But just because you have a bad day or maybe a bad week does not mean your having a relapse. It just means your human. You can make it through those hard times. 

If you feel you can’t make it through for yourself. Make it through for that person who will be effected by your death. Your better then suicide. 

I am doing well again today and went to treatment today. I’m not perfect. But I am doing well and this weekend I am climbing a mountian and throwing away my knives and glass and razors. I’m going to recover.

Don’t ever feel like you are alone or that suicide is the answer. There are people that care about you. Talk to me if you ever need anything  because it gets better. Draw a butterfly on your wrist and remind yourself that you are important to someone, your important in this world.

I love you so much , baby girl .
 

Emily, I love you <3

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<3 favorite Christmas song by far!!!!